Thanks Rohag, I just got so angry at the way Teen Idle was being treated that I forgot that point. People who haven't really suffered can't comprehend suffering.
Still it's rotten the way you were treated, Teen. It makes me really angry for you. Grrrrh! You don't deserve that. You've been a good friend. I don't know what you can do about it except be engaged here a little more with people who understand.
I hope you find good ways to help with your problems. There are new treatments being discovered all the time so chances are good you will find help.
Good luck