I don't have much specific to post... I've just been so anxious and depressed and felt I should stay in contact with some people at least.

I have definitately been feeling better but at the same time feeling worse. It's like before I was so depressed that I was mostly numb, and now the feeling is coming back in my fingers and toes, which is definitely great... but I'm also anxious and very sad about many of the things that are still going on in my life... I've been working hard to accept some things, like being alone and the arthritis, but they are still a huge issue, and even moreso now in some ways.

Every day now I just wish I had someone special in my life to share things with and everything contridicts that. The anxiety over money, bills, finances etc is making things much worse as well.

Support group tomorrow and I can't wait.

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