Kells, I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time with your husband. It's hard enough to overcome your own issues let alone having someone be so negative towards you. Unfortunately I don't have a lot of advice for you because I don't deal well with people like your husband. One tool I use when somebody is treating me like that is to detach myself and journal. I write out all my feelings and frustrations and it helps me let go of some of my resentment. Hang in there, keep working on it and you will get better despite of your husbands lack of support. I have no doubt you will become a strong person.....D.