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Originally Posted by deelooted
I have read the symptoms of BPD and got chills...this could be me.
I have been to five different pdocs in the last two months, and they are all over the place with my diagnosis... just look in my signature  I quit my meds and blow them off within 2 weeks, maybe three.
The last one I went to see last week did not tell me what her diagnosis is, and just gave me meds and instructions on titrating up with a call to her first. So far so good...but now I wonder about the diagnosis she has.
From eighteen up to twenty-nine I had close to 80 different sex partners. I have been fired from every job because I got sick of my coworkers rather quickly... and the customers... and the job.
I self-medicated with pot, pills, and alcohol for over 20 years. Oh the havoc I have caused!
I join groups when elated, cut them off when I am down. UP and down, UP and down goes my life. And if I cannot get out for whatever reasons, I freak out. And then regret getting out a little while later.
I think I will ask my pdoc at my next appointment... she is a psych nurse, too, with over 30 years experience and the best I have been to so far.
Wow, what a ride  |
I'm confused about my diagnoses as well.. I've been diagnosed with bi polar, social anxiety, substance abuse problems to marijuana (which is complete bs, I barely smoke, like maybe 3 times a year)) I was also diagnosed with borderline personality disorder but my last therapist said she didn't think I had it and the only diagnoses from that place was social anxiety and the substance abuse problem, again not ****ing true.. but I wasn't diagnosed with bi polar or bpd. I'm going to talk about it with my next doctor.. lay out ALL my diagnoses on the table and ask them to decide what it is and isn't.