I'm glad to be able to try to give you a fresh perspective!

He wanted a relationship again so that he could end it? Does he have control issues much?? That would be a big red-flag to me that I probably did the right thing, if I was in your situation.

You're totally normal. And this was your first break up? That always makes it harder!!

I'm a people pleaser in a lot of ways... I cannot stomach hurting someone. Like... can't abide it. The only relationship I tried to break up.... I ended up walking out! And then got back together within a few days. And then we broke up maybe two weeks later. I'm absoluteley terrible at moving on too... I'm always a bit of a walking time bomb within the months following a relationship. haha.

It's OK to stand up for yourself and take care of yourself! It really, really is. Feel free to drop me a PM if you ever need too, ok?