Thanks for all the replies.

I'm not sure what I need. I'm really not sure of much nowadays. I know that I need to work on facing my fears or I might fail university since group discussions and presentations etc scare the hell out of me to say the least. It actually makes me so anxious I even go "mute" sometimes. What I want more than anything though is for someone to understand and make sense of things. I need someone to really listen to me and help me. I need something long-term. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if I needed to be in therapy for years. I'm very worried CBT won't work out.

Sorry for complaining and for asking so many questions (see, I worry you'll think I'm annoying too). This is all still very confusing to me.