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Originally Posted by High Treason
Is there any particular reason you would think you need to know? Memories of being a small child are choppy for most people. Unless you have some reason to suspect otherwise, I think it would be safe to assume nothing else happened. Presumably you don't remember anything else happening. If something did happen, would it trouble you to know about it? Do you want to be troubled?
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There very well may be nothing more there, bad that's a comforting thought.
The only thing that is really haunting me and making me dig more is the recurring nightmare I would have as a kid.
In it, I'm being molested and all of these explicit things are happening. This was before I "knew" about sex. I also knew about cunnilingus before I knew about sex. That's why I'm suspicious.
But it really could be nothing. I really hope it is.
And I don't know if I'm ready to know if something is there.
I'm just really confused and I feel crazy.