I'm certain I don't want to feel the way I did before. It was a tsunami of feelings, hallucinations, and delusional thinking. I don't want to go through what I went through before. I could not trust my mind. What was real, and what was not. It was very confusing. I have been on meds for 4 yrs now. I can still feel emotions, but the other stuff is filtered out. You might want to tell your doctor about what is happening to you.
He may need to make some adjustments. I hope you find the answers you are looking for. Best wishes.
Piraeus
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Life's too short to make trouble out of small things.Kurt Nilsen.
Destiny, destiny protect me from the world. Radiohead
Swimming in a sea of faces, The tide of the human race oh
the answer now is what I need. See it in the new sunrising and see it break on your horizon, ohhh come on love stay with me. Cold play
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