I've been looking forward to a new healthier approach to my life. I now live alone and seeing who I thought was a wonderful man. Everything was wonderful at first. However, I can barely see my T, I don't have access to medication, good friends moved away, and I've been dealing with stress by drinking too much. The guy I was seeing has a girlfriend and hasn't told me, though we talk on a regular basis. He also came into town and didn't tell me. I'm incredibly hurt. I'm not working or going to school right now, so it's hard to get my mind off of things. I'm feeling so low and hating myself and I feel like I don't have the resources to stay on a healthy track. Does anyone have advice for me? I feel so out of control