butterfly, it's hard to develop a good therapuetic relationship with a therapist so you got that going for you.

Have you thought that maybe your pdoc or social worker thinks your T. should have done more to keep you out of the hospital? (even though there are times I've gone to the hospital when I had the best T. ever). You say you feel overwhelmed and are losing hope-can your T. help you with that? Listen to your gut.....D.