sick of summer so tired of it being 110 to 116 outside and 105 to 110 inside ..
sick of being alone .. and having no purpose in life but just to exist and suffer .
she came in the night and said there is no light . I said there has to be light she said are you dead ? I just stared at her and said no ! she said there is no light .. she was very angry. maybe I should be on the sckizoid forum ... now that I said it all ni will see is those dark shadow figures ...... I hate what has become of me and whatever is left of my mind .........................I am so done !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!