I am a reader and I writer. I do enjoy it, but since I study creative writing and world literature, it gets old doing it all the time. I suppose that I could brush up on my Arabic. It just depresses me a little because I can't go to Egypt anymore. The gym is closed at my school for resurfacing, but I did used to dance so maybe I could brush up my skills or learn a new trick with my hoop. I am volunteering this week. I have been spending a lot of time with friends, but people in my town drink a lot and I'm trying to cut back, so I'm trying to find some things to do with myself. Maybe I'll buy a TV or video games. I guess that sometimes I just get frustrated with "bettering" myself because I am pretty successful in my job and studies and it would be nice to be happy with myself as I am. I've been spending my days setting up my new apartment as I watch movies with my cat. I think that there is a frustration about being young, attractive, intelligent, and successful but not having people treat me well that makes everything feel hopeless and bitter.