This may not be the same as you,but when I look up at the canopy of stars
at night I can actually feel the Earth moving as the stars are moving. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it makes me feel like a very tiny part of the cosmos.

I don't have a fear of speed. I don't like when I'm driving with somebody else, and they are driving too fast. It's okay when i'm driving fast though. You may want to ask a therapist about it, if you haven't already. Good luck.

Piraeus