I went, not really having a choice. I was recently diagnosed with an autoimmune disease so I can't refuse to go to doctors. They had none of my files so I did have to explain both things. One to a very horrid nurse who did an EKG on me and asked "Why would you do such a stupid thing?" (after seeing my scars) Which was, of course, not comforting in the slightest. My doctor himself didn't mention anything. Just confirmed with me that I was in therapy and taking my medication.

It's just. This huge stress on top of everything else that is happening. I have to go to yet another doctor on Tuesday and again I am dreading it. It's exhausting.