Hello & Welcome, Frebber! This is one of the right places for your post. You might consider posting also in
Sexual and Gender Issues,
School and Study Issues,
Survivors of Abuse (you have been bullied), and
Relationships and Communication.
Addressing depression/mood disturbance in your situation is made more complex by the hormones. You need to speak with a medical professional who is knowledgeable of both depression and transgender chemistry.
Thank you for joining! Please make yourself at home here.
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.