i have these ideas in my head, i have beliefs that people shy away from. but i can't seem to get rid of them even on medication..
i believe i am part of an experiment and that i have a chip in my head that secretes a protein zip suppressant called kinase C it stops me remembering clearly and thinking clearly.
i see people writing stuff about me on computers and sitting around talking about me.
my community psychiatric nurse won't discuss these things with me so i guess i am at a loss as to who to go to...
my friends those left anyway, are all sick of hearing it. that i don't think they are real..
i flit to other realities as well does any one else?
sorry for not being clear...