I am tired of being belittled, made fun of, and blamed for things that are not my fault. And it is my mother doing all of those things. I wish I had thought to record her during her rage today. If there is a next time, I'll be sure to do that. I was told to get the f*** out of her house. Why? Because I said that she should ask me before she uses my things. It's a boundary issue. I would never take something of hers without asking first, so why am I not afforded the same consideration? T is right; I am not an extension of her and she has no right to treat me that way. It is interesting to realize that my self-esteem issues stemmed from the emotional and sometimes physical abuse I suffered as a child. As an adult she sticks to the emotional abuse. I have to get out of this toxic environment.