001. i'm enjoying watching 'orange is the new black' it's just nutso

002. back to my regular job tomorrow...summer vacation is over for us

003. doctor's appointment tomorrow and i'm nervous. i hate going to the doctor. i hate getting check ups/physicals.

004. i wont allow myself to contact him, but a big part of me wants him to contact me and that's really silly of me, but i dont know how to get rid of that feeling

005. i'm hot as fluffikins

006. in other doctor news, i quit going to the psych months back. i actually lasted for about 8 weeks before i stopped going...said it was because i couldnt afford it anymore, which is partly true, but not wholly true. i guess i felt challenged and threatened. maybe i'm not borderline...feels like i'm the only one avoiding the psych.

007. i'm gonna take a shower soon.

008. i'm thirsty

009. the end.