So sorry about the loneliness. Fear of abandonment is one of my big three issues I work on in therapy, and you're going through a lot of real-life loss right now. I really am feeling for you.

Can't offer to text as I've taken my sleepy time meds and they're starting to work. Sometimes I just flat out fall asleep clutching my iPad to my chest, in which case I make a very poor real-time conversationalist.

I just wanted to give you a shout out to let you know I heard you and feel for you.