Frebber,
welcome to the forum. Most people who are transgendered go through a lot of emotional pain. Not just from the people who bully them, but from finding out who you really are, being ashamed and guarded around people and many times, family issues.

Despite the other things going on, you are lucky to be able to put a finger on what is going on so early in life. No matter how you look at it, its a traumatic situation. If you are in a position to start changing your gender, you might want to consider changing high schools. Start the new school as a guy and get a note to excuse you from gym class. You have a long road ahead of you, but I think you will find that what you have to go through to be in the right body is well worth it. Its very difficult for people to understand, but if you look on line, you might be able to find a transgender support group in your area. They can give you information on the process of changing,

Despite the fact that most T.V. shows tend to make them out as weird, flamboyant or criminals. Once you have gone through the process, you will feel better. The place to start is with a psychologist, preferably one who has dealt with gender dysphoria.

Sam2