I'm sorry you found the face Edda
I used to do it too. I have scars on my nose and below my eye from years ago, but luckily they have healed to the point where only i can feel them.
Is there any where different you can cross over to for when you have these urges, try and talk the addict from sparing the face for the mean time?
It seems like you are in alot of pain and the self worth you have for yourself needs addressing and adjusting. Break ups are the worst, im sorry you are going through that. But there is light at the end. Just know you are not worthless and you do not deserve punishment, after all, isnt the pain of the break up 'punishment' enough? X
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