I am back to work today and the anxiety last night about today was nasty. Took me forever to turn my brain off. And today I am in a full state of hate. I f---ing hate a couple of people here. One i am thinking of brings no value to the team. She has her head shoved so far up her superiors rump that when he opens his mouth you smell her breath.

I put on my happy face and went to talk to my team members to see how they handled last week with my being off and most were decent and sharing. The other one, with a God complex must think it beneath him to treat me with respect. And I am that f---ing little troglodyte's supervisor! Can't stand that pond scum.

Just the fact that they breath seems to piss me off. The inconsistency in the application of the rules piss me off. The fact that people don't believe me pisses me off.

And I have to keep a pleasant attitude because I am a team leader. Good thing they do now know what is going on inside of me.