Thanks, everyone, for your replies. I think I'll bring this up with T the next time I see her. Our relationship is fairly new and I haven't really spoken with her about this topic. We mostly talk about how I feel isolated and disconnected from people (again, ironically, as I think I'm pretty good at gauging their emotional reactions to situations) because I'm eccentric and strange and I have a lot of trouble with trust.

Anyway, I'm glad to see that I'm not alone...selfishly...because it sucks that we're all going through things like this. I wish we weren't...but I'm also glad I'm not as alone as I think I am.