I have just recently been diagnosed with MANIC DEPRESSION ,BI-POLAR and agoraphobia and I have yet to see a psychiatrist, still getting that set up with my therapist. But I still have family members that think I can still function...I can not. I'm off the walls and they still want me to continue doing things as before, and before I did not function well either...I would put on a happy face and move forward without looking left or right as I went through my day, so I use to babysit for my nieces which I love dearly, but I have since then stopped because of the depression I never knew from day to day if I was going to even get out of bed left alone listen to a 1 year old and a 2 year old fight...now my mother comes to me and says I NEED YOU TO WATCH THE GIRLS 1 day a month...well what I'm asking ..Is it to much that I say NO...not at this time??..Am I wrong??.. I feel so messed up inside I don't know which way is up!...Please HELP!!!...I don't want to hurt her feelings but I am a mess!!!: