((((landscaperdan))))
As my cousin Michelle always tells me....be gentle with yourself. I worry(?) and wonder about being misdiagnosed too but at least we are moving in the right direction...away from no diagnosis. Hang in there, you can do it!

With some financial pressure off of me for a moment, I can think a little more clearly.
I was falling asleep and waking with racing thoughts of what was I gonna do...I could sell this or that...I could move here or there....maybe just be homeless for a while...always thinking, always looking for a solution...it was absolutely mentally exhausting!
So now I will go thru next 2 days with T appointment, Doc appointment...might even try to sneak in an eye doctor appointment too.

So BPDll is not so bad today...today. Live each day for today...yesterday is gone and tomorrow can worry its own self to death about it. I am living for today.