Feeling like crap. Wanted to go to a corner to cry during teabreak at work today but someone went to that place.. Im still away from PC so pardon me because i really cant reply anyone...

Meds got changed though so im really hoping on this one. Though the side effects is affecting me bad.

Feeling super sui these days too. Every moment im planning it and its scaring me.. Realised lately my dream is about sui too. Idk whether i should tell this to my T. Sigh. We'll see.