It's now 7:15. I can hear her walking around upstairs and now there is no way I'll be getting any sleep.

It has been way too long since I've seen my pdoc. All of this would not be a problem if I had more ativan than 10mg for the entire summer. I could use it as a quick fix to get me sleeping again and still have enough left over in case of an emotional emergency. I don't want to be awake anymore.