Pdoc wanted me to start 50 mg XR seroquel for insomnia last night, so I did. It may have helped a little bit, but I woke up this morning and felt extremely depressed.

Just left him a message that I do not want to take the seroquel - - would rather struggle with sleep a little than have my depression worsen.

That's about it for now. I continue to fight this depression. I will not give up. Things WILL get better. Just started therapeutic dose of viibryd this morning. Will start therapeutic dose of lamictal tomorrow night.