Hi-

I have had this issue for years, even when I was working. I feel so guilty and anxious when I spend any amount of $$ on myself,. I have no issue spending $$ on others. For example, if I want an Iced latte, I would 95% not buy one...even when I decide to treat myself, I experience anxiety & guilt.

I am so pathetic, my pc is 9 yrs. old and I have dial-up. One of my few enjoyments in life is being online..I did tell my T this and she said go buy a laptop if you want. It is not as easy as that.

Does anyone else do this?

Thanks.