I thought it was curious when he didn't return my call -- he usually does that within the same day.

So, today I got a letter telling me to call the clinic. I did, and they tried to schedule me with a "traveling doctor" (I guess they're having a hard time filling in for him!) for Jan. 30!!!

I'm on the cancellation list for the pdoc in my new town, but so far no luck, so I'm now waiting till Jan. 3 for that one.

In the meantime, I have decided to medicate my own self, and am doing a bit better. I guess I'll just keep that up!

Geeeeeze. That was $20 I didn't have to spend on his goodbye gift, either!

But, it's also money I don't have to spend on gas for a 500-mile roundtrip.

I hope he's OK. I'm kind of sorry it ended this way. And I'm really sorry I'm still completely crazy and without help!

Candy