Well done, I gave up for 6 months and blamed those about me for not telling me what a good girl I was - at 51 it was a bit much to ask as they couldn't get why it is so hard for me. Well I started up and in 2 days back on a pack a day. I know you deserve a huge hug, pat on the back for every cigarette you haven't taken. I never figured out why stopping made me feel lonely but it did, the way the addictive mind works never fails to surprise me.