Sometimes, I think that the fate is against me. When I was rejected by a girl, few months later I was going to a place near the school thinking "Let there be no this girl or her new boyfriend". Yes, you are thinking right. When I came, there was she and his new boyfriend. What are the chances for that? What are the chances for OCD? What are the chances for an alcoholic parent, being bullied by people, financial problems, depression, heartbreaks, seeing horrible things etc. all in ONE person. Am I something like a experimental mouse (how much pain human can take).
PS I bet that I will end as a junkie.