I like knowing that I can feel safe in my pj's and snuggled in my bed and talk about my life with friends who cannot see the pain in my eyes or hear the fear in my voice. It gives me the confidence to practice communicating in a safe way. I once was so nervous talking to a guy friend at school (years ago now) that my arms were flailing about and somehow I managed to hit the sandwich he was about to bite and it landed on the floor. He just stood there and stared at me with that wtf? look. I ran away. I was at a legend hockey event and got to meet my idol, i was so nervous i blurted out for him to sign my chest, i meant to say my jersey that i was wearing but, i didnt. i said chest and thrust my chest forward in his face..his eyes popped open and with a big grin he went to sign and i got so freaked out my arms started going again and i flipped the sharpie marker out of his hand and it hit the floor. He drops to the floor in desperate need to sign my chest, he was crawling around all these feet, it was funny yet i was so humiliated. He said it was his honor to autograph such a gorgeous woman. big boobs are good for something i guess. i like that in online relationships...those moments cant ever happen