Thank you very much for explaining how sleep functions for you.
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And yet I can't fall asleep at night. I just lie awake, wishing my mom aborted me like she told me she wishes she did.
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This comment of your mother's has been on mind since you posted it. It has to be one of the most heartless, soul-crushing things that a mother could say to her child. It has been bringing tears to my eyes to think about it. I'm so sorry that you have to live with that terrible comment. You never deserved that and you don't deserve it now.
I know that the hurt you is not always an accurate representation of the true you. Still, I just want you to know that I am happy that you are alive and that you are you. Know that I
always read your posts when I see them, and I attach great value to all of the aspects of you that I find there.