its very true that age doesnt matter. ive been jealous (unfortunately) of all ages of people. older, younger, same age.

for me, its not only abilities and talents that make me jealous of others...its also relationship successes. family, friends, lovers...i dont really have many good relationships in my life. so when i see people who are clearly loved, wanted, etc...thats even harder for me than the other things that make me jealous. seeing friends chatting away...seeing happy families...it all just makes me feel like im worthless. i have people tell me ad nauseum that im the sweetest person ever...yet, i have no friends. i must not be sweet enough.

i have no relationship with my family, really. i dont know. being lonely and useless is not a good combo