To sum it up...I have been married 3 times, I have 3 kids and one grandchild. I am only 40 years old. I am tired. But not physically. I have a great career and until recently had a husband (3rd one) that actually loved me. I have been there and done that. Therapy, medication. Both outpatient and inpatient therapy. I have no friends, my kids do not like me and my husband has recently told me if I left it would not matter. You would have to say to yourself that I would have to be a terrible person yet I am not. I always gave my kids what they wanted as well as my husband. I have always been passive aggressive because I never wanted the people in my life to be unhappy yet now I am at the point that I am truly sad. I am lost, tired, and feel as though I have nothing left because there is nothing left fore me. Everything in my life so far as proven that. Need feedback.....thanks