Hey Didgee, do you think that is something my pdoc would recommend or something of the sort when I get that bad?

I have been hospitalized 4 times so far. The first time I was sedated so I don't remember the whole trip going there and didn't even know I was sent to a different state until the next day to a institution. The others I was sent via ambulance to the hospital and it's not something I can do again since I work. I should had been hospitalized this year, but my significant other kept me home and took care of me.