I feel so trapped right now and my depression is worse than its been in a very long time
I only leave my house on tuesdays and once a month i grocery shop. I live with my daughter my grandson and a house guest who's over stayed his welcome. I have no car and walking is very dificult for me. I have basically no friends and no life. I'm supose to be in theropy but have no way to get there since med cab rules have changed. I feel beyond lost and trapped and there's no one i can really talk to. My husband wad murdered in 2008 and i am all my kids have. so i feel obligated to remain on earth but I'm pretty bitter about it. And honestly I feel like I'm just existing.