You have a lot of pressure and worries, no doubt, with a husband and a child with psych issues. I think you already know you need to see a psychiatrist for possible medication for your depression. But I saw that your husband is also unmedicated due to financial issues. So I assume you will have the same issue. it is not easy to deal with depression without medication, even though many manage. I am, also, currently off meds due to a conflict with a current medical condition. I, too, just want to sleep all the time and am irratable most of the time. I manage to work but just barely. I hope that my blood clot is gone, they are going to test it today. Then I can go back on medication, however, due to not having insurance I'm limited to generic and of course the psychiatrist always wants to try the new stuff. Pardon my rambling. I feel for you and understand how hard it is to deal with depression. I hope posting on PC helps. Sometimes just writing things out make them clearer. Good luck,
Gayle