Hello again shakes. Now that you're back, I realize I "missed" you.

I understand how you feel, let me relate why:

I had many barriers in my life growing up, yet I somehow kept going and persevered to go to college. The day of graduation, a Bachelor's in Education, was the greatest, highest high I had ever had! I had struggled and made it, finally. After receiving my diploma, shaking hands, moving the tassel, I looked down at the certificate and saw my name misspelled!!! My spirit plumeted.

It took many weeks for me to recover from such a "trivial" thing. The depression made me think that it wasn't really me who did all that; I wasn't the one who had been rewarded with a degree. I was still nothing, nobody.<font color=purple>

Dex is right about how depression PREVENTS us from thinking correctly. If you can remember nothing else, REMEMBER THIS. Don't try and change what you are thinking, just try and think, that is probably depression talking. OK?

Also, don't try and go too fast, you have been through a traumatic experience, again. Just try to do day to day. Or hour to hour. And know that you don't have to plan and be in good health right now.<font color=green>

good wishes coming your way

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>