Yeah I mean these issues of self hatred are obviously her creation to begin with. My dad contributed by ignoring me, but I don't know how much that would have done on its own if my mom didn't tell me that he ignores me because I'm so annoying and obnoxious and that he doesn't care about me. I'd probably draw those conclusions on my own like how I decided when I was 14 that the reason my dad didn't love me is because I was so fat I was embarrassing to introduce to his friends, but having my mom say that directly shockingly didn't help fix the problem.