Yes, I have been trying to tell my T lately that I am not experiencing delusions or anything. What I believe may sound kind of far off, but what's been happening lately is fact and not something my mind just made up. And delusions are made up, right? Delusions aren't real, but this belief is. This is fact!

Life just feels like a nightmare right now. I keep trying to talk to my T but I know she only thinks she's talking to some nutcase, but I'm being completely sincere with her and she still does not believe that what I am telling her is truth. And the voices seemingly get worse even now and then. It's all piling up and I can't take it!