Hey there... I'm so sorry that your family is being so critical at a time where you obviously need someone on your side. Its hard not to value what they say. Its great to hear that you're tapping into that "inner reserve of strength". Even if youve been held back by the things your family does and say, at least you know where you want to get to...and thats a goal! That's one more goal then i have I'm glad that you're here talking about it as well. My advice is to do what is right for you. Try not to let them "burst your bubble"...because when it comes down to it, it sounds like you're better then them

Please take care