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Syra,
Thanks for your response! No, I think she's a great therapist. I am completely confused. She has shown great dedication to my psychotherapy. Even calling to check-in with me anytime she's had to be away. She's switched her schedule around multiple times when I've neglected to get my apts in the book and she didn't want me to miss sessions. She was so adamant that I open up. I don't understand why she hasn't read them!!! And YES. I am extremely hurt. Those non-sensical, raw, emotional words are all that no one can take from me. They are ME rather they are pathological or not and I trust her more then I ever have anyone in my entire life & SHE asked to see them.
If I cancel...(I NEVER have before for a similar reason) I might have better control of my emotions and not behave like an out of control teenage girl, who had her feelings hurt by her...Sorry, I don't know the "T" equivalent. I might be able to figure out why she may have decided not to read them. Let's face it. Ts don't tell us everything. If I don't cancel... I don't know. It could be really bad. I may even end up crying in session. OMG!
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