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Originally Posted by Bill3
You are not sure that she is strong enough to absorb what you wrote. How much does that worry you for her sake, and how much for yours?
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Not strong enough isn't the word I'm looking for. It's kinda complicated. I don't want her to change how she'd react to it because I want her to care about me and be honest, but I don't want to upset her. I really don't want to make her sad, upset, or scared. I guess just wish I did nothing over the summer. I wish I didn't SI, I wish I didn't make an attempt, I wish I didn't feel the way I did, and I wish I didn't feel the way I do currently because I am ashamed to tell her about it. I shouldn't have let her down.
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Originally Posted by ShrinkPatient
I don't know about all Ts. I will tell you that my therapist told me she would be devastated! I don't know what she meant by it & I didn't ask because I personally don't want to add one more name to the list of people that I'd let down if/when I have another episode. I'm not sure why she even said it.
So, there is my singular experience. Take from it whatever you will.
I hope things get better for you. Good luck!!!!
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Yeah that is kinda what I'm talking about. I feel like I failed her. I'm supposed to be strong.