i can relate to this.

i have a VERY tough time with impulse control.

so once something gets into my head, no matter what time it is...i feel tense if i dont do it. everything from the urge to cook a certain food at 3 in the freaking morning to a door that's open that i just NEED to close.

i also fixate on things. my mind just repeats the same thing over and over and over and no matter how hard i try to redirect my thoughts or replace them with new ones...nope, still there.

ive never been diagnosed with OCD and i dont think i'm fully ocd, but believe i have some traits common to it.