well no sleep last night went to bed dead .. woke up aftger a short nap ... been dead dog tired all day... got stuff done ..made no $ s---s big time ...
but ... what was happing right now in 2012 .. I .................. cant

no matter what at the end of everyday it is just you stuck in your head cryin and laughin an cryin and chuckling an cryin

I miss my life .. as flucked up as so many things were I wish I had them now ... or maybe not ! at least the bad **** !
I hate my self,,, I love so many ! so why
am I stuck here in purgatory?????? are they just waiting for me to totally blow it ?
well I say chuck my sorry *** off the cliff into the pits of hell ...............just get it over !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!