ha she is fully aware of how difficult the summer would be for me at my last session and I highly doubt she would let me leave the room without making a startup date. It is Sep 3, the day before the first day of school. I think she will actually be back the week prior to that because she originally hoped my lease would start a week earlier or I'd come early and crash in my friend's dorm room (she moved in a week ago because she is an RA) and I'd see her next week. Obviously, that didn't work out. But Sep 3 is still basically immediately upon arriving. She'll probably schedule a second session on the thursday or friday afterwards after just seeing me. She'll be able to read me well enough to know that I'm having serious problems. I still need to point blank tell her what's going on, but I start shaking just thinking about seeing her again so I will probably be a mess when I see her again.