Resident, I feel your pain, but I have to thank you because something you wrote in your last post describes EXACTLY how I have been feeling:

I have that horrible feeling of being unoccupied yet unable to find something to satisfy my urge to DO something.

It's brilliant. I can't tell you how many times in the last month that I have approached any free time in the day with dread and fear for that exact reason.

I hope things turn around for you and you feel better soon. I hope you can get better help. Keep writing about both your struggles and difficulties. It helps me too.

Hang in there.