Hello there.

My thoughts are with you for and what you are experiencing.

I am no expert with relationships and heartbreaks. (I'm going through a heartbreak myself too)
But what I would like to say is give yourself time and take care of yourself most importantly. Love yourself and chin up.

I try to wake up everyday and be grateful for something good in my life.
My point is the only way to turn yourself around from anything is to rely on picking yourself up when you fall down. It's tough (some days are better than others) but I would like to think one day, you would look back and this and realise you've experience something and grown.

- Try to exercise : boost those endorphins.
- Talk to friends
- Keep yourself busy

I'm sure there's more to your life ahead for you wherever it leads you.